The past few years were indeed the toughest years of my life. Even though most of my joyous moments also took placed in the same years, marriage, pregnancy, blessed with cute baby boy, EuroTrip, and etc, but the 'heavy rain" managed to shower me along the way.
Lately (this year), I've always feel there's a heavy burden on my shoulder that I couldn't lift it up and threw it away. I always feel I've lost my sense of purpose in life. I always thought I would end up alone in this world doing nothing while other people are successfully run their life well.
Can I blame it on P.M.S.?
Those feelings came "high' during my P.M.S mode. Sometimes, I do feel that those feelings were associated with Post natal depression. Did I suffer from it?
Shussh away negative thots!!
So, in order for me to keep my optimism right on my nose everyday, I've decided to do the same as this blog, The Meaningful Existence, suggested.
"One way that we can use to be happy is by creating a list of things that make us happy. This is a great motivational tool that we can use when we are feeling down. Just pick something from your list when you need to feel happy or just need a pick-me-up."
So here's my "100 Things that make me Happy" List.
- Cooking and Baking. Extra joyss when I get credits from my husband ;p
- Watching a good movie in a comfort bed
- Rainy Day
- Adam's full tummy
- Adam's development.
- Having a sense of purpose in life
- Shopping! Groceries shopping pun ok!
- Picnic at park with my loved ones
- photographed with my hubby hehe
- Settle all bills and debts
- Saving some $$ from pocket money.
- Spent quality time with Mak and Ayah and siblings
- Dinner together2x ramai2
- Host a friend/family makan2x gathering
- Makeup and get dressed up
- Going out with Hubby and Adam.
- Keeping a journal.. blogging kira journal la kan ;p hehe
- Decorate my nest. ;)
- Reading interior decorating stuffs.
- Read new and good books
- Learn something new
- Tidy room makes me happy.
- No laundry to wash
- Living my life the way I want it
- Spent some $$ on quality and cute clothes
- Buy new clothes for hubby or Adam
- Reading Quran
- Listening to zikr /Quranic verses on Youtube
- Swimming and realxing in the pool
- Taking a stroll at the park/beach
- Spent quality time with Adam i.e breakfast at the bench in the park
- Play with Adam in creative way to develop his body and mind
- Receiving feedback on my job application-->so send out more resumes darl
- Sewing with my mom is a very good therapy session
- Good food
- Good blog entry
- Reading other blooger entry
- Keeping in touch with old frens
- Looking at old pictures (Adam's, mine, hubby's)
- Reminisce old memory in scrapbook
- Get a job! (ade duit lam tgn sendri yeay)
- Continue my study.. happy ke?
- Make my parent proud of me
- Improve my spoken English.
- Driving around with aimless direction
- Eat fruits with Adam
- A sedondon baju raya one whole family hehe
- Chatting all nite long with my siblings..oh i miss them so much T_T
- Hugging them and adam
- Hugging my loved ones.
- Being pregnant! hahaha
- Phone my mom..
- Adam check up time.. so I get to know his weight and progress..;p
- Buy new toys for Adam
- Arranging flowers
- Sewing my own curtain, pillow cover, cushion cover, table tops. =D
- Decoupage things up!
- New bed sheet!
- Dried crispy clothes..ready to be fold..
- New hair style.. my last style is ala2 Posh lookalike ;p
- Spa day out with manicure and pedicure
- Going to the gym.. aahh seksa nya ng PT
- Serving a healthy food
- Losing weight..
- Putting up my nose on my diet track
- Download movie from torrent
- Road trip back to Melaka/everywhere else
- Malam Raya
- Pagi Syawal
- People replying my FB status.. (pity kan hehe)
- Travelling
- Have a good shower with scrub, belek satu badan hehe
- Buy Lo'ccitane products
- Matching outift with shoes and bag.. kekadang je ni
- Spring cleaning
- Get rid of useless stuff in store
- Dinner outside with family/hubby
- Receive surprises
- Create surprises for others
- Make home made stuff. i.e cards
- Giving out donation
- Helping other people
- Talking to auntie/makcik2 at wet market
- Buy groceries within budget
- Do a meal planning and stick with it.
- Overcome my stage fright
- New dress
- Compliments from hubby
- A kiss from Adam
- Prepare good food for Adam
- Helping out my parent
- Spanx! hehe
- In charge of my life
- Being and keeping up my healthiness
- Talking to Adam in baby gaga tata language
- Join local community club
- A sense of accomplishment
- Making such list
- Writing a love letter/notes..
- My loved ones is just another room away hehe no more long distance r/ship..
There you go..all 100.. Hopefully, whenever I feeling low, I know how to make meself happy..
Feel free to spread it out =D

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